This is my tribute to Ian Curtis on the eve of the anniversary of his death:
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I have always been drawn to the emotional potency of music-all forms and genres. Music is a powerful, mood-altering drug for me. Recently, I watched the documentary on Joy Division and was mesmerized by the lead singer Ian Curtis. He was a well-read and gifted songwriter as well as the band’s enigmatic lead vocalist. If you are unfamiliar with Joy Division, they were a critically-lauded post-punk band that later ‘evolved’ into New Order. The catalyst for their evolution into New Order was Ian Curtis’ suicide the day before Joy Division was to start its first American tour and release its second album, ‘Closer’.
As the child of an artist who took her own life, I am drawn to Ian’s uniquely vulnerable and evocative style. I have to admit that it’s painful to watch him because, at times, his psychological pain is so palpable it makes me wince. Here is a good illustration of what I mean:
The song is ‘She’s Lost Control’ and is reportedly about a person he was helping at his place of work who died abruptly. Some attribute his style of movement to his epilepsy, but I see it as an outlet to expend the energy surrounding his anger and hurt-maybe it’s a combination of the two. Anyway, this is growing oppressive, but sometimes it is cathartic to explore the ‘dark side’.
My favorite track from Joy Division is ‘Disorder’.
If you listened to that track, then you should have no doubt that Ian Curtis haunts me.
This video has slicker production and is neatly packaged for the masses (they didn’t let him dance), but it’s still rock-solid work.
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